i grabbed my dumb iphone as soon as i woke up,before stretching and having a tall glass of water,and started looking at all the shit everyone else is doing in life to make themselves feel more important and posting it on their wall... as common, i could start to feel insignificant cuz' no one replied my postings....
it was raining the whole day in BJ ，so i didnt go back ... i always think that god is crying for my leaving to realize my existence....i am used to doubting myself for even one millisecond is an essential way to fuck up my day,my month and potentially even my life. i know this is the fastest way to kill everything i have ever had.
i know i need to wake up, kick ass and be awesome. sleep and repeat everthing however good or bad, happy or sad... so now，i go back to work again with Faye's music... worthy boy ！ i am telling myself...
