在看完追风筝的人以后，哈桑最后的死去让我很伤心，我是多么期盼着阿米尔能够勇敢的面对自己的错误，与哈桑重归于好。可是哈桑终究没能等到那一天，尽管最后阿米尔通过收养哈桑的儿子完成了救赎，可是我仍然觉得阿米尔并没有完成救赎，也不可能再救赎了，有些人有些事，逝去了就是逝去了，永远找补不回来了。

    “为你，千千万万遍，”

"For you, a thousand times over,"

      这是哈桑对阿米尔是真诚最永久的承诺，在阿米尔的面前，哈桑永远是坦诚而顺从的。他愿意为阿米尔做一切事情，包括离开。他和阿米尔少爷喝同一个人的母乳长大，阿米尔出生时会说的第一句话是“爸爸”，哈桑出生时会说的第一句话不是“爸爸，”而是“阿米尔”。哈桑的父亲阿里说这种亲情连时间也无法拆散，这似乎也对应了哈桑和阿米尔之后的情感需求，阿米尔终其一生都渴望得到父亲的认可，更因父亲对阿哈桑的关心和赞赏而嫉妒，而哈桑则是把阿米尔当作最好的朋友和最亲的亲人。

This was hassan's most permanent commitment to Amir.In front of Amir, Hassan was always honest and obedient. He was willing to do everything for Amir, including leaving. He and Amir grew up on the same person's breast milk. Amir 's first words when he was born were "Father", while Hassan's first words when he was born were "Amir" instead of "Father". Hassan's father, ali said this affection even time also can't break up, it seems to have corresponding hassan and amir's emotional needs, amir 's lifetime are eager to get his father's approval, and Jealous of his father's concern for Hassan,while Hassan regards Amir as his best friend and closest relative.

    哈桑和阿米尔一起长大，他们一起看电影，能够同时说出下一句电影台词，他们一起放风筝，哈桑总是能够准确的预知风筝掉落的位置，他们一起聊天，阿米尔给哈桑讲自己写的故事，哈桑总是听得津津有味，他们一起吃东西，恶作剧，逛市场，折磨昆虫，一起放风筝，一起做一切有趣的事情。哈桑作为阿米尔的仆人，尽心尽力的照料他的起居，作为朋友真诚勇敢的保护他。

    按理说，照这样相处下去，他们应该会越来越好，将成为无话不谈的朋友和知己，可是阿米尔在偶然一次上楼听到了父亲与舅舅拉辛汗的对话，父亲认为阿米尔与自己不像，并说阿米尔每次受到别人欺负时都不敢还手，总是哈桑保护他，可当他问阿米尔哈桑身上的伤是怎么回事时，阿米尔总说是摔的，阿米尔的父亲认为一个连自己都保护不了的孩子将来也同样保护不了别人。

It stands to reason that if they get along in this way, they should get better and better, and they will become friends and confidants who talk about everything, but Amir went upstairs to hear the conversation between his father and uncle Rahim Khan, and his father thought Amir “He didn’t look like me”, and said that every time Amir was bullied by others, he dared not fight back. Hassan always protected him. But when he asked Amir Hassan’s injury, Amir always said it was a fall. Amir's father thinks that a child who can't even protect himself can also protect others in the future.

      阿米尔听到了这些话十分难过，他明白了父亲对于他的失望，他羡慕哈桑能够得到父亲的赞赏和认可，父亲会在哈桑扔石头进河时轻轻拍他的肩背，会专门去为哈桑过生日，会夸赞哈桑。而这些都是阿米尔想方设法想要得到的，而哈桑，他的仆人，什么都不用做就能够轻而易举的得到这些。他羡慕哈桑，孩子的眼睛和感觉是极为敏锐的，阿米尔将这些微小的不同默默记在心中，久而久之编织成了一张让他无比痛恨的网，包裹着他敏锐的神经，于是羡慕演变成了嫉妒。

Amir was very sad when he heard these words. He understood his father’s disappointment with him. He envied Hasan to be appreciated and recognized by his father. His father would lightly pat Hasan on the back of his shoulder when he threw a stone into the river. he always specialized celebrate Hassan's birthday, he will praise Hassan. And these are what Amir tries to get, and Hassan, his servant, can get them easily without doing anything. He envied Hassan, the child’s eyes and feelings are extremely keen,Amir silently remembered these small differences in his heart, and over time weaved it into a web that he hated so much, wrapping his keen nerves, So envy turned into jealousy.

      主仆关系让哈桑对阿米尔有谦卑之心，但他对阿米尔的友情很纯粹，不掺一丝杂质。

      在风筝大会之前哈桑能感觉到阿米尔的不安，于是他告诉阿米尔他做的那个梦，咔尔卡湖里没有鬼怪，以此鼓励他。在阿米尔想放弃时，哈桑对他说今天是个好日子，在阿米尔给他讲他写的故事时，阿桑很激动，边鼓掌边说希望他能多念一些。在遇到年纪大个子高的阿赛夫的欺辱时，哈桑其实也很害怕，但为了保护阿米尔少爷，他战胜了自己的恐惧，把弹弓对准了阿塞夫的眼睛并将他赶走，尽管他的额上全是因害怕而出的汗，但他的声音依旧很坚定，就这样赶走了阿塞夫。

The relationship between master and servant made Hassan humble to Amir, but his friendship with Amir was pure and not mixed with any impurities.

Before the kite meeting, Hassan could sense Amir's uneasiness, so he encouraged him by telling him about his dream that there were no ghosts in the Karka Lake. When Amir wanted to give up, Hassan told him that today was a good day, and when Amir told him the story he had written, Asan was very excited, clapping and saying that he wished he could read more.When he met asaifu, who was taller and older than he was, Hassan was also afraid of being bullied by the older, taller Assef, but in order to protect Amir Agha, he conquered his fear, aimed his slingshot at Assef's eyes and drove him away. Although his forehead was covered with sweat from fear, his voice was still firm, and he drove Assef away.

      哈桑是哈扎拉人，由于种族歧视和他的仆人身份，哈桑没有朋友，除了阿米尔。阿米尔就好像哈桑生命里的一束光，所以他想要尽力去守护这束光。

      就在风筝大赛那一天，阿米尔赢得了比赛，这对阿米尔来说有着非凡的意义，因为这意味着自己在父亲心目中的印象更好了些，这是个证明他自己的机会。他开心的不得了，哈桑也为他高兴，并答应他一定会帮他追到那个风筝，让阿米尔等他，并说出那句让无数读者感动的话：为你，千千万万遍。

Hassan is a Hazara. Because of racial discrimination and his servanthood, Hassan has no friends except Amir. Amir is like a beam of light in Hassan's life, so he wants to do his best to protect this beam.

On the day of the kite contest, Amir won the competition. This is of extraordinary significance to Amir, because it means that he has a better impression in his father's mind. This is an opportunity to prove himself. He was very happy, Hassan was also happy for him, and promised that he would help him catch the kite, let Amir wait for him, and said the words that moved countless readers: For you, thousands of times .

      哈桑追到了那只风筝，却在途中遇到了阿赛夫一行人，他们人数太多，把哈桑按到了地上。阿米尔发现哈桑迟迟未归，便去寻他，最后在巷子的角落里看到了哈桑被阿塞夫按在地上的场面，他躲在后面看着这一切，他很害怕，不敢站出来，眼睁睁看着哈桑因为保护他的朋友阿米尔的风筝而遭受强暴和殴打。他想到这或许可以换回爸爸的爱，而他只是一个哈扎拉人，他想到了阿赛夫和其他孩子的话，对，他只是一个哈扎拉人。

      哈桑趴在地上，他看到了阿米尔，他或许也没想到阿米尔会视若无睹吧，他以为阿米尔会向自己保护他一样来保护自己。然而就在那一瞬间，他们的友情有了漏洞，这个漏洞是阿米尔造成的，本来是可以弥补的，但阿米尔选择了逃避。在哈桑带着伤口一瘸一拐的从巷子里出来时，阿米尔假装什么都没看见，上前去询问哈桑你去哪里了，而哈桑也装作什么都不知道，假装不知道阿米尔的视若无睹，假装不知道阿米尔的谎言，如往常一样回了家。

      两个各怀心事的人却都对那件事避而不谈，哈桑因为对阿米尔的忠诚，纯粹的友情与浓厚的亲情让他对阿米尔无限制的包容与付出，所以他选择略过这件事。

      而阿米尔却因为自己的懦弱自私和对朋友的背叛而自责愧疚，这种情绪折磨着他的内心，而哈桑始终如一的付出和关心更是让阿米尔无地自容，自那以后哈桑对阿米尔的每一次关心和付出都在不断的加重阿米尔的罪恶感。于是，每当他看见哈桑就会想起那天他目睹的那个场面，他就会被自责和愧疚笼罩，痛苦至极。

      于是他想到了逃避，他不想看见哈桑，不想和哈桑说话，得有意疏远后，试图缓解他们之间的关系，提出要一起去山上玩，被阿米尔拒绝。后来阿米尔为了让自己的愧疚和自责减轻，用柿子砸哈桑，并大喊着让哈桑还手。他希望哈桑还手，起码能让自己好受一点，可是哈桑一直任由他砸，甚至还拿起柿子在自己的脸上蹂躏，柿子的汁水从他身上的脸上往下流。他认为这样能让阿米尔好受一点，殊不知起到了相反的作用，这只会加重阿米尔的罪恶感。

      哈桑这样的行为无疑是更让阿米尔愧疚，因他的懦弱哈桑被强暴，他无法再如以前一样面对哈桑，于是他做了另一件让自己都无法原谅的事情。他将父亲曾在过生日时送他的表悄悄放在了哈桑的房间，并告诉父亲他丢了那块表，如他所计划的那样，表在哈桑的房间被找到，当父亲询问这块表是不是哈桑拿的时候，哈桑看了阿米尔一眼，阿米尔羞愧地低下了头不敢看他，而哈桑承认了。他觉得如果少爷真的那么希望他走的话，他也会顺遂少爷的心愿的。

      但阿米尔的父亲并不相信这是哈桑偷的，并决定原谅他，阿米尔顿时更加嫉妒哈桑，因为父亲曾经说过他最讨厌偷窃的行为，可是他却选择原谅哈桑。但哈桑的父亲阿里认为他们不能再待在这里了，于是带哈桑离开了。阿米尔终于如愿赶走了哈桑，但自那以后他再也没遇见过像哈桑那样对他好的朋友了。

      后来阿富汗发生战争，阿米尔和父亲迁移到了美国，至此再也没有哈桑的消息，他和哈桑再无交集。后来又过了很多年，阿米尔长大，遇见喜欢的人结了婚，然后父亲病逝。突然有那么一天，在阿米尔定居美国时，拉辛汗打来电话并告诉他“那儿有再次成为好人的路”。拉辛汗总是能看透阿米尔的内心，小时候他总是能看到阿米尔的过人之处，并毫不吝啬的赞美阿米尔写的小说，同样的，如今依然是拉辛汗为阿米尔指引道路。

      拉辛汗交给了他哈桑写给他的信，原来哈桑一直在给阿米尔写信，信中全是对阿米尔的想念和祝福，一句责怪的话都没有，还说他怀念他们在一起的日子。拉辛汉最终也告诉了阿米尔哈桑也是他父亲的儿子的事实，这个事实让阿米尔难以置信，哈桑是他的兄弟，不是他的仆人。拉辛汗还告诉了他哈桑这些年的状况，哈桑也结了婚，还有一个儿子叫索拉博，哈桑和妻子为了守护阿米尔的家被人塔利班人用枪打死，索拉博成了孤儿。他希望阿米尔能够收养索拉博，并以此赎罪。他知道他们之间发生的一切，他也知道阿米尔是个善良的人，因为没有良心的人不会因此而痛苦，他给阿米尔指引了这样一条救赎之路，希望他能够解放自己的心灵。

      尽管当时的阿米尔十分害怕残暴的塔利班人，他依然去救了哈桑的儿子，虽然阿米尔被打得体无完肤，但他救出了哈桑的儿子并且收养了他，在他遭受毒打的过程中，他终于放下了对哈桑的愧疚。故事的最后他带着哈桑的儿子去放风筝，为哈桑的儿子去追风筝，就像当初哈桑为他所做的那样，并说了哈桑所说的同样的话，“为你，千千万遍。”

      这对他而言是心灵的救赎，也是对自己的释放，人这一生不断犯错，但一定要懂得改正和弥补，什么时候都不晚。追风筝的人我起初以为是哈桑，他为阿米尔追风追风整的人是阿米尔，他忏悔自己的懦弱，找到属于自己的风筝，完成了自我救赎。