The incident might be a warning sign. Need to have some quiet me time to reassess the situation.
Actions speak louder than words. I should know what my heart desires. Say goodbye when necessary. It might hurt an awful lot and I would cry my heart and eyes out in the beginning. But if it is the right thing to do, then it is me being good to myself in the long term. Knowing when to quit is one of the most important parts of being a responsible adult.^_^
Love,
GW