They say when you jump off the cliff
Just look into the sky
Far far away
And you would probably start thinking you turn into a bird
And maybe maybe that thinkings could help to put your fear behind you
I don’t know what I was thinking when I jump off
I just feel the wind blowing through my ears
And next thing I know
Water running through my nose
And the taste of blood
It’s definitely not feeling good
But when you get off
There’s nothing in the world could compare to that sense of proud of yourself
Even it’s just last for a few seconds
But you will feel like
Hell yeah
Damn right, I did it
And that very second
No matter how many times you rehearse in your brain
You can not really feel something not yet happen
Because you just simply don’t know
What’s it like
So you thought you gonna think of something
Maybe finally you get to figure out
At the very minute of close to death
You hope the meaning of life will eventually come to you
After all with all the efforts you put through
And omg, the courage...
The most scary part is the walk to the cliff
That might take forever
And anything can stop you
Your hesitation may stop you
Others people’s encouragement or warnings may stop you
Your mind may stop you
You body may definitely stop you
You can feel the heart beat so strongly that it almost like bumping out of your chest
You could hear the sound of your breath
And other people who care about you and worry about you
They literally tell you to stop
They say we love you as a coward
But no
You don’t want to just give up
Even it’s a meaningless jump
It feels like you don’t want to look back and wondering what if
So
your curiosity finally wins over
And it all just take one deep breath
Off you go
The thing is
When you jump
You won’t look into the sky
Neither did you look down
Fear gets you and close your eyes
Nothing on your mind
Nothing restrains you
Nothing holds you back
At that moment
All that you could feel
Is
You have nothing
absolutely nothing
And nothing have you either
Then finally you are just
FREE
