尽早认清现实，调整步伐
一个人说什么不重要，重要的还是他/她到底最后是什么选择的，每一个选择都代表了一种模式，根本没有“如果。。。我就。。。”或者“可惜当时没有。。。”这种命题，真正让历史长河流动的，不是迟疑不是另外一种抉择，而是付诸行动的那个抉择。
除了不断地购买东西满足欲望，还可以不断地扔东西满足欲望，实际上都是为了改变或者刺激。我很喜欢第二种，主要原因是穷。
Believing in religion makes a easier life. Thus people don't have to explore their own world view, and the reason why they should believe it. No need to suffer anymore because they are told what to believe and what to do, and the reason is "God says it". So the agnostic or the athiest who has religious parents and being taught religion since young is very brave. They choose to live in their own style. Rather than merely exist, they live. But I am good too. Even born in a non-religious family, I have explored and am always exploring the religions and the non-religions. I think believing or not, or believing in what you create by yourself really matters a lot in everyday life. It decides your mindset, your behavior, your emotions.
That is good, people believing in religion. Easy life, so what. I don't judge them. Although I don't have the whole package, meaning the mind and the life style, I truly adore them.
Love is such an illusion, strong and intense and constant and unstoppable. On one hand, I'm sick of intimacy, on the other hand, I really want to know what will happen next and next and next, as if it's someone's life, not mine nevertheless. It seems to me merely a novel. Whether it ends, or it lasts, its core has never changed-- a story. I'm a story collector, so when I tell others about this, I will say "she".
Don't try to be someone you are not. Sexy or plain, attractive or dull, interesting or boring, be comfortable with it.
I want a café without music.
要失望也只对自己失望，对别人有什么好失望的呢。你又不能控制外部，试图控制都是妄想。
我是很轻的，承受不了物质和精神的负累，承受不了积极向上的态度。我但愿能看到“事物本身的神圣性”。
发现女人老了以后和男人外表上几乎是一样的，看不出性别差异。所以今天看到一个笑得很灿烂的、满头银色长发的老妇人，眼前一亮。我也跟着她笑了。
睡眠和专注的重要性。
Now I realized I always want sth on my mind, in order to forget the external anxiety. Sometimes it's God sometimes a boy sometimes a piece of music.
The relationship with the world can affect my energy. To truly accept everyone, their differences, and to learn from them, means a lot to me. The interaction is amazing.
大提琴是一种节奏的把控，每一步都是一样的步速，不疾不徐，就会有流水的自然感觉出来。难怪Rostropovich鄙视改变节奏去拉巴赫的大无，匀速才是对人生最好的注解。
终于知道为什么这么多人信仰神灵了，因为只有它不会变，不存在变化无常的痛苦，这种寄托是最放心的。
人累的时候就会对一切产生怀疑，所以累的时候不要逼自己、休息吧。
一只细小的蚂蚁🐜，爬两下，就竖起小翅膀，屏息一秒，往后一个跳跃。不知道它是不是在训练自己飞翔。我想起写昆虫记的家伙来，心里一定是非常非常爱这个世界，才能这样细心地观察世界。我也想起上帝，突然鼻子一酸，差一点点就相信了造物主，但是又立即摆到达尔文的一边。
自己当自己的role model，不用模仿别人。
为什么不接受所有的现实呢？不完全的接受就没有完全的自由。比自由选择怎么去反应外界更好的是：根本就不反应。烂熟于心。没有对过去的不断回忆，没有对未来什么都没发生的焦虑，才能创造每一个鲜活的现在。
It amazes me that you will think differently when wearing differently.
如果你不觉得累、劳顿、孤独，就不要拿别人的语气说自己“折腾”。突破别人的眼睛，拿掉这层纱网，不要拿别人的价值观过滤自己的行为。
How about, follow my impulse, and don't think about the objective and the consequences at all!
