This is not a good Monday
My head is dazing, my fish is dying
Last night my mom is yeeling like the dream is haunting her
My stomach is trying to digest me from the inside out
It is pain it is dizzy
I don't know what's wrong
It looks not right
It seems not right
And I'm not right
Clod avocado sauce, green toast, blue water, flush the dead body
Web broken, stock market broken or am I also broken?
Why everthing not match my mind or I ask too much?
I'm lucky to have this crowd place even not belong to me, even one bed, one self place
They all look nice and good
"What a new day!"
What a shitty day!
Who say tommorrow is another day? what does he expect?
Sunshine, flower, enegry, passion
Fuck this off
It is just a not good Monday
Everything won't get better, don't lie to yourseleve
Fate is a bitch, mocking at your hardwork, teasing you struggling, waiting one point you drown
I love you, that is my last word. You are the best, even you doubt always.
Everything won't get better but you will
You can do it, no matter what day it is.
2021-12-06, revised 2021-12-09
