English diary:Date 2020/12/21
Today is a terrible day ,I think I am still solitary ,no one likes me also.I have already not wrote articles for 2 weeks ,I scarce some point,also it's exceedingly difficult,consume much my vigor,so I can't write it every day.
I have read few English books half a year,in those, therein have an book that named Moby Dick,translate to Chinese called Baijing,I have read it exceed 4 months,so I can speak a few simple sentences,yes.but if a foreigneer listens to my English gramar,that scens will be some embarrassement,ha ha!that some new words in this book I can't remember all,so in this diary the words I use are basic,too simple,is not complexible,I only exercise my hand for a moment.
I want to cry now , I wonder somebody takes care fo me,but it won't,so I'm woe.I can't endure it at a long time,previous classmates just passed me out by,or past for early time,so I maked me remorseless.I have a fiery heart,but enter the vicissitude.by no means I can care about myself,the time stretched long,time is fast go by!therefore,to this,I feel affright,because I have nothing anymore,but the time still go fast,meantime, I can't cluntch something,so I have to endeavor to make much money and read many books,but I think this road is too steep,so I have no hope.
whether if that any body will be irksome to he
ar of my negative words?Yes,I just consider too much,I have so much mood that is vain.I feel my throat is choke,it's snuffed my breath,I want to go to the tomb!Don't leave me!
so, if you love me,I will be delightly,if I find somebody loves me,absolutely I will not renounce everyone,I will give the most profound loveness to you.Now,my eyes surround two black circle,my brain is so gaunt for a long time,I often come to wrath at much not steady time,I'm still an infant,be so thirsty of the love from the kindly mother.
End,thanks for the reading by you.
英语日记：日期2020/12/21
今天是可怕的一天，我想我仍然很孤单，没人喜欢我。我已经有两周没有写文章了，我缺乏灵感，这也非常困难，消耗我的精力，所以我可以不能每天写。
我已经阅读了半年的一些英语书籍，其中有一本书名为Moby Dick，翻译成中文称为“白鲸”，我已经阅读了超过4个月，所以我可以说一些简单的句子，是的。 如果老外听我的英语语法，那场景会有些尴尬，哈哈！这本书里有些新词我记不清了，所以在本文中我用的词是基本的，太简单了，并不复杂，我只是练习一会儿。
我现在想哭，我想有人照顾我，但是不会，所以我很痛苦。我不能忍受很长时间，以前的同学只是把我路过，或者过去很早时间，所以我让我无情。我有一颗火热的心，但是进入沧桑。我绝对不能在乎自己，时间漫长，时间过得很快！因此，对此我感到很害怕，因为我什么都没有了，但是时间还是很快，同时来说我不能束手无策，所以我不得不努力赚很多钱和看很多书，但是我认为这条路太陡了，所以我没有希望。
是否有人讨厌我的消极话？是的，我只是考虑太多了，我有那么多的心情是徒劳的。我感觉我的喉咙卡住了，它窒息了我的呼吸，我想去坟墓！不要离开我！
所以，如果你爱我，我会很高兴，如果我发现有人爱我，我绝对不会放弃每个人，我会给你最深刻的爱。现在，我的眼睛环绕着两个黑眼圈，我的大脑是如此憔悴，长期以来，我经常在不固定的时间生气，我还是婴儿，对亲切妈妈的爱如此口渴。
最后，感谢您的阅读。
