when you are broke and I remember being broke when you are broken,every little thing is a big drama.It is been a long time ago by a number of years,but emotionary,I can remember it like it was just a monment ago ,you just feel like about the time you take a step forward someone knock your back too.
you know , I can't get ahead for getting behind. You know,I finally get a little bit of money saved up an the stupid transmission goes out.You finally scratch up a few dollars and get the nickels out of the corner of the couch. And that stupid heater coughs and sputters.I know it is really hard ,it really is.This is more,This thing of winning with money getting out of debt,getting over emergency Fund in place.,becoming wealthy,increasing your generosity ,changing your farmily tree.The whole process is hard,but so is being broke.I mean , so is being mediocer,I mean normal sucks,financly I mean , deep in debt,worried about every little thing.normal is awful.I just didn't like normal.I didn't want to stay there . and so,even though it's hard.It's easier than normal.It's easier than mediocre.You live your whole life and you best shot, is mediore? what now? what will you do now? your life is reality,no lying,no hiding,amd no closing your eyes and wishing it to go away will change that. You failed,you made mistakes.You have regrets,not everyting turned out Ok.You life sucks. And you can not change that anymore.
It's too late.You had the opportunity to change it.you did,over and over and over again.You were given one opportunity after another to make a difference in your life,but right now! You are where you are,for better or for worse,you are stuck here.You can not go back.You can not restart.You can't just start over anymore.So... what will you do,will you stay stuck? will you stay unfulfilled ,unwanted,and unhappy? will you leave your life the way it is? or will you move on to greater things?will you power through the difficult times? will you hustle more than you did before? and will you push youself to stand up once more? what will you do now? Yes ,your life may be shit, but who gives a shit about that? Yes,you have had difficult times.But so did we all. Yes,the world is not all sunshine and rainbows.But it is that way for everyone and Yes you will get hurt again.But that does not mean your life has to stay this way.It does not have to stay shit.It doesn't have to stay difficult.It doesn't have to stay hard and it doesn't have to stay painful.You can do something about it.Right Now!
But you can't do it if you keep complaining, if you move on,if you do something different today,if you push more today than you yesterday.and if you try to be more than you were yesterday than and only than will things change. each and every one of us has had moments.when we cried out in despair.when we were so afraid at some point that we cowered underneath,the blankets,wishing all the problems and fears of the world to go away.once we stand up again.but they never did.We've all wished for a sign to magically appera.That will tell us what to do,where to go and who to be.that someone had some direction for us that someone told us what would be next.where we were lost in darkness.but no sign ever came and we all wished that somehow,somewhere,we would reach a place where all the problems and fears would just disapper,where noting would be bad anymore:a place of passion success and happiness.the world never make us face our fears again that would never make us feel pain again,but we haven't reached that get .You life dosen't shift when you turn on the TV,it doesn't change when you sleep it over and it won't transform if you just sit by and wait for something to happen.It won't change like that.There will be no signs and there will be no one to tell you what to do.this is your life and the only thing that will ever make a difference is if you stand up and move another step forward.when yu fight the odds again. when you do not give in to fear,but when you stand up to face life one more day,and it all depends on what you decide right now.
You can decide to listen to another speech after this.You can decide to play another game or watch another show and you can decide to keep looking for an easy way out to keep wasting time,and keep wondering on how you get have,or you can decide to get off your ass and make a change,because once you do make that change that's when you life will transform,that is the way to success,that is the way to reach a greater life,that is the way to make your dreams come true,make a change by getting up right now,by facing all your fears and all your problems and then moving through them anyway.
It won't be fucking easy all the time,you will be afraid and you will make mistakes.But you have better things to do than be stopped by fear.You have a greater lifeto live than the one you are living right now.You have a calling t make your life the best than you can make it because you deserve it .So get off your ass, live the life you always wanted. Take a step forward right now. And change your life,It's worth it to fight through it. It's hard but it's worth it.
I always wonder why birds stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on earth ,and then I ask myself the same question.The secret of getting ahead is getting started. And that's where people get stuck. You are literally like the bird. You could fly anywhere you want,you can go anywhere you want to go, and look I know you're got a litery of execuses. and all of them are valid. You have got a job. You can not just leave or you don't have a job and you don't have the money,your family is in one place.It'sthe only thing that you've ever known. You only speak one lauguage. You don't have a passport. You can't afford the gas money. There are thousand real reasons not to go but the truth is that none of them matter. The truth is you want to build something in your life than you have to remember what MARK TWAIN said. You have to get started. because , at the end of the day that is literally the only thing that's holding you back. You are not moving and once you get simplicity of that once you understand that you could act right now. You could say fuck all the execuse. You could stop making them. You could stop giving in to them. No matter how valid they are,no matter how real they may seem. You can finally decide that you are going to get up and move that you are going to create that momentum. that you are going take a step that you are going to make the demand that you create momentum that you get something done that you funking find an answer or HANNIBAL said : that You fucking find a way or make one . If you have to carve through fucking rock ,do it .because humans before you have done it, and that's the simple truth. that is the simple funking truth. and everything else is bullshit. everything else is the weak voice in your mind. Holding you back, and making you a less version of youself. So I ask you :Why does not the bird fly wherever it wants to go? because that's all it's known? because that's what safe? because that's what is comfortable? or because it's a dumb fucking animals?
What do you want to be ? If this isn't the life you want to live, do something about it!